Sorry to Send Belated Birthday Wishes to You! / Dianne White/Mom Of Angel Nicholas
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM / CHRIS BRAD EVANS MOM JUST THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM. HOPE HEAVEN HAS A BIG BIRTHDAY BASH FOR U DEAR ANGEL. HOPE MY BRAD IS THERE TO HELP U CELEBRATE. HUGGS.....................................XXOOXX
To Scott my Son's Angel Friend / Marvin Hardin (Son's Angel Friend )
are having a great time. Sher has done a great job with your web site,send her lots of HUGS!!!!!!
MARVIN POP OF MARVIN JR.
IN MEMORY OF MARVIN JR. (MARVO)
(GONE FISHING) 3/19/77- 10/06/02
GUN SHOT -Guest Book for Marvo http://www.legacy.com/Link.asp?ID=GB02041138
I Believe in Angels !!!!!!!!
I wish my daughter were here to find a site like this, maybe it would help her. I can't find my 22 year old daughter, she is living on the streets with a so called boyfriend (dealer) and unemployed, she has been using for about 3 years. She refuses to talk to me so I have no idea where she is or if she is ok. The last time I spoke with her she said she uses sometimes but does not need treatment. After hearing this I can only guess she will not be excepting or wanting help for along time to come. I believe sometimes it is causing my more depression and problems than it does her sometimes. I can't really talk to family (I don't want to worry her grandparents any more than necessary) and if I mention her at home my younger kids wonder and complain that all I talk about it my oldest and her problems instead of focusing on them and their positive moments. Thank you for the moment to let me vent.
God Bless you all that have to deal with this drug problem directly or indirectly.
I send my prayers for strenght to the family. / DOLORES HINOJOS (READ ON MAMA SIGHT )Read >>
I send my prayers for strenght to the family. / DOLORES HINOJOS (READ ON MAMA SIGHT )
I am sorry that you had to suffer this tragic loss. I too know the feeling. I have an 18 year old beautiful son that is addicted and he cannot and does not want to quit. He has been through so much already and he still does not want to quit. I know the feeling of saddness this tragic war has become. We try and try. We pray and pray. We beg and beg and it just seems so far away. Please pray for my son. He is so young. Before he was addicted he was a happy person. He had the biggest heart. Now he is so mean and he hates the world. Again, I am sorry for your loss. If you have any suggestions, for me, please contact me by e-mail. God Bless. Close
Stay Strong!!!! / Melisa Fincher (none)
I would just like to tell these young children that there is hope! My mother also died of drug addiction basically. She shot herself when I was 10 to escape the pain of her addiction! I am 35 now and I have 3 beatiful children. I ended up marrying the man of my dreams and 7 years into our relationship and 5 years into our marriage he became addicted to Meth also. We divorced 4 years ago and he is in prison now. But I don't regret marrying him for 1 minute because he showed me a love that I had never seen after having a mother who chose drugs over me. It has taken this many years for me to realize just how much she really did love me after all. After seeing the man (my ex) that loved me and our son more than life itself turn to drugs instead of me and our family, I finally realized that addiction is REAL and these people are not choosing to be addicts! They deserve love just like everyone else in the world. Stay strong after losing your father and know that he loved you more than anything in the world!!!! I know that because I am a parent also. I commend your family for building this website to share his testimony! It will really help alot of people!!!! We have started the White Co Meth Task Force here in Cleveland Georgia to fight the Meth epidemic so that we can help anyone and everyone that wants help! Good luck with your lives and stay strong! Learn from what you have been through and use it to strengthen you! Melisa Close
Thinkin' boutcha hurts my mind. and makes me wonder, why? but yet, I know why .. I know.
Thinkin' boutcha pains my heart so. It causes it to feel as if it will burst within my chest. I still can't understand, why ... but yet, I know why ..
Thinkin' boutcha you chokes me up I literally feel like I'm going to stop breathing. I question God as to why .. but yet I know .. .yeah, I know.
Thinkin boutcha makes me cry tears pour from my eyes like rain I begin to feel those feelings that cause me to want to know, why ... but yet I know. ..yep, I know
Thinkin' boutcha leaves me so lost and my lips utter a breathy whisper .. why .. I hear my mind answer ,, You already know, Sher .. and from my heart comes a confirmation Yes, I do know... I really already do know.
im so sorry / Melissa Smith (None)
i would just like to say im so so sorry about all the people who have passed away from drugs i am doing so much to try and help with people on the street and doing drugs i serve food in hastings and main to homless drug addicts it is hard becuse i am getting to know all about them and it is hard becuase somee of them had medical problems and nobody helped them so in a way i see how it is so hard for you to go on
stick in there
melissa smith Close
Count your blessings / Anonymous
You should count your blessings that you have three healthy children with the details you outlined in your story. God has given you a second chance, don't ever take it for granted. Close
I can only Imagine........ / Beth Ashmore (None)Read >>
I can only Imagine........ / Beth Ashmore (None)
I can only Imagine.........My heart ,ind,Body ,and Soul bleeds for you and those that were Loved, by your Beloved...............
I know first hand how it feels, I awake each and every morning, In hopes that some-one ,can and or will tell me that something is mentally "Wrong" with me, That I have some sort of addiction or something, but they wont (The Doc's) since the date of what is officially called my headache, since I had my neck and back broke in 19 places., and since it was my neck that was involved and the initial cat-scan/MRI showed "NO" breaks, till later on, after 7 years of this "HELL"........I went on Medication to decrease the Intercranial Pressure and the Herniated Brain, (Which the two of them combined are very "RARE" to survive".........My fiance" committed and succeeded within the realms of Suicide......Since then, with the combination of Him taking my Meds along with his Own..........I have begged anybody who might listen that I do have a "HUGE" problem with taking any type of meds................since the "Whole" reason, of me taking those Meds , that Ultimaley Took his life....................Saved my own.......................It is so strange of the difference that taking prescribeds Meds. vs. Oversosing on ones own Can and or would do......and the AFTER affects there of..................I would "GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS IN a heart beat, Just to NEVER FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN>.............I can Only Imagine.................My Neck and Back, were broken , by my refusal to allow drugs, within my own Home............but at the END , this is what I ended UP with, ...........and to deal with..........But it is still...........Mind Screwing at the END...............God Bless You and Your Children for being STong and Courageous Enough to Battle this and Get the Words Out about , What Drug s can, and or will do to you..........or to another that you loved so dearly.................May God be with You during this Diffult an Painful Journey..................
All My Love, Prayers and Hopes...........Bless You..............for caring Enough to Pass along this.............Difficult and Painful Understanding of Just what Drugs can and or will do to some, one's..........Else's Life............No matter How dangerous or detrimental the consequense's may be............
Love and Prayers to those that Need and Deserve them..........Just so that you dont End UP the way, I have or that of My children.............;
Take Care and Stay Safe............
Beth, Kaileagh, Kyenan and Kristian................ Close
New Beginnings / Kathleen F.
I am moved by this story. I have been clean and sober for almost 2 yrs. I keep the vision of the broken me at the end of my use, thinking suicide was a real option to end my suffering. Thank God for a true angel in the person of a intake nurse that I reached out to via the phone. She informed me my life was in danger and I had the real risk of dealth if I didn't seek a rehab. Shortly after that I entered a treatment center and began my new life. Where was only dark and paranoia, today is light and more love than I have ever experienced. I value my sobriety, and realize I have only today . With the help of a good sponser, AA/NA, I have such hope for a future. My wish is for all thse out there that may be in crisis and not know how to end their use, to reach out. There is always hope, one day at a time. Close
what a wonderful memorial / Kim Bosak
Hi Sher and girls...I am at a loss for words and can not even begin to image what those of you whom have lost a loved to addiction must feel...all those of us whom do have addicted loved ones it is our greatest fear...I have 2 sons that are my addicted loved ones and though meth is not their DOC the fear of what addiction does to them and to the whole family is very overwhelming and hard to watch.. i am a very greatful member of Nar-anon and this program has given me new hope for myself and for my loved ones...this is a beautiful tribute to william and all those who have shared their losses..you are all in my prayers and I pray for peace for you all too...Love, Kim aka SADD mom Close
My sister passed away due to drug abuse / Mary Carter Read >>
My sister passed away due to drug abuse / Mary Carter
My sister also lost her life to this terrible drug. She passed away September 18, 2005 at the age of 39. She left behind a 10 year old son. I hope that by me adding this that it might just be another nuge to help someone realize what can happen to you when you abuse drugs. We did not know that my sister was using Meth until we got the death certificate. If you are using drugs and read William's story and see my post about my sister please seek help. Your life is worth more than a high.
My condolences to your family and all that loved William. I share your grief, sorrow, and pain.
thank you for sharing / Kate
Thank you for sharing this beautiful site. My babies father is a drug addict. He is jail now. And clean for the moment. God knows what will happen when he gets out. I hope you are doing ok. Close
While I understand what you are saying and coming from. You should also be more open minded to the fact that we are all made up chemically different. This is no secret. The addiction took his brain over the edge, and I do not believe for one moment, he didnt fight within himself to stop he tried many times, that isnt being selfish. Selfish would have been him taking off never to return, never any contact with his family, that wasn't the case. He loveds his kids and wife, but he didn't love himself. We didn't see inside his brain, we didn't see the extent of his disease. Selfish, sure when he was going thru WD, he like us all selfishly would have done almost anything to stop them at any expense, depending on how extent the addiction was. Some like you say, would not have. We are all different. Hope you can see that. Just because you put your family first doesn't make you any better you are still an addict. I also believe that God was ready for Scotty, his time was up. Maybe Scotty was ready to go home. No one knows what the other is going thru until you walk in their shoes. God be with you.. Close
FOR JEFF G. / KATE M. (NONE)
YOUR COMMENTS WERE RUDE AND INSENSITIVE TO THIS FAMILY.
IT IS NICE THAT YOU WERE THE EXEMPLORARY ADDICT AND SUCH A SHINING EXAMPLE OF HOW AN ADDICT 'SHOULD' LIVE, EVEN THOUGH YOUR LIFE WAS ALSO SHREDDED BY METH ADDICTION.
TRUST ME JEFF, NO ADDICT IN ACTIVE ADDICTION, LIVES WITHOUT HURTING THEIR FAMILY, YOU INCLUDED. ADDICTS WHO BRAG ABOUT HOW WONDERFUL A PARENT THEY WERE, EVEN WHEN TRASHED, HAVE NOT EVEN TAKEN STEP ONE IN RECOVERY.
I THINK YOU OWE THIS FAMILY AN APOLOGY FOR YOUR HAUGHTINESS.
YOUR KINDNESS TO SHARE / Noelle
Hi, I did not know William. In fact I'm far away in Philly. I just wanted to say thank you to his family, and especially his children for being gracious enough to share their loved one, and dad with us.
We need people to open up, and come out, and say "These are good people who happened to pick up a drug, and become addicted". We're still people. We're kind to animals, and children. We're fathers, mothers, cousins, librarians, daughters, truck drivers, and on, and on. We were loved. We loved. We're just not some lousy, dirty junkies out there. Putting a face on an addict is important, and I thank you all sincerely for sharing such a cool man with us.
You are helping other people. I'm sure your dad would have appreciated that. In fact I know he does. Thank you again. Close